So much of my writing has been in Santa Fe lately, as if seated in this old Santa Fe garden.
images: Christie B. Cochrell
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creative ramblings & reverie
So much of my writing has been in Santa Fe lately, as if seated in this old Santa Fe garden.
images: Christie B. Cochrell
For much of my writing life I've been working on various versions of the stranger-than-fiction story of the theft of La Conquistadora* that took place in Santa Fe the spring of my senior year of high school (with an actual connection to our school and class, as it turned out)—an event which rather shook the town. My most recent version, now at "novelette" length, has just been published by Eclectica Magazine. It's been fun to spend time in Santa Fe as it was then, performing conjuring tricks with restaurants etc. which have since ceased to exist, and with devices, songs, and objects which have only afterwards come into being.
* "the oldest continuously venerated image of the Virgin Mary in the U.S., which arrived in Santa Fe on a wagon train in 1626"
See also La Conquistadora (Version One)
and La Conquistadora (Version Two), Beginnings
and Statues, my first novel, somewhere here in my writing archive.
images: Fiesta de Santa Fe
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I'm happy to report that the first three of my stories published by Catamaran, "Vagaries," "Hearing Loss," and "Moroccan Spices," are now all available online in their fiction archive.
image: Claude Monet, Sailboats on the Seine at Gennevilliers
I got this lovely tiny journal from Bibliographica in New Zealand, and made it into an autobiographette or libro di memorie minuscolissima, with words and a few collaged images, to wear next to my heart. This is the text—
Belles/Belle's Paroles
lele = flight, to fly
alo, 1. sharing 2. in the present
oha, joyous affection, joy
ha, life energy, life, breath
Santa Fe—kachinas and tribes,
like strings of turquoise beads
(Morenci, Smoky Mountain, Candelaria),
dried chile pods the color of old garnets
with the rasp of rattlesnakes,
heishi, strung out against the terracotta earth
like once, below Phaestos, the rivulets of sheep,
the monks singing or chanting as evening came on
the school in the canyon
with waterbirch and red clay gods
the journeys out in search of those essential things . . .
basset horns and hounds, and limestone sages, saints
the Hawaiians' twenty-seven kinds of prayer
and Rilke's "slow descent of aqueducts"
ras al hanout, saffron, turmeric
coloring my hands
and then oregano—
joy of the mountain, my joy
Prayer flags, temples on the Kohala coast.
The ancient stadium above Delphi,
and ladders climbing thunderclouds
to the kiva at Alcove House.
the hoary old apple tree I came across
at the heart of the gardens at Green Gulch
The rings of Saturn through a borrowed telescope,
the shop of pigments and green chalk in Bloomsbury.
Za'atar. The spotted Guatemalan cat.
Hoopoe feather, kestrel—
the hawk that hangs stilled in midair.
A hillside of windmills, Aleppo pines, goat bells.
mercados, Chapultapec, and Teotihuacan;
chilaquiles, the River Song
discovering the Basque tximitxurri, green as delight,
happening on sacks of dried beans for Luccan bean soup,
and the Luccan composers of masses—Missa di Gloria
Approaching the Ponte Vecchio at dusk,
the beautiful bridge of old gold.
Glastonbury Tor, Tor House.
Glass beads stolen away by the Etruscan shades,
taken as offerings like the dictionary words,
sea-polished, secreted away. (ankh, annul, anole)
the pine-hushed lane named for
a meeting place of the Algonquin Indians
dogwalkers on the Heath
A Venetian lion, a straw hat,
dried figs from a friend's trees.
My sanguine artist's pen
writing about pupusas, pelicans.
Home. Here.
Andiamo sempre in gioia!
—Santa Cruz
May 2021
images: Christie B. Cochrell
I'm delighted that my good friend Jeanne Althouse and I have once again had stories published in the same journal—this time, in the wonderfully-named The Plentitudes, which did me the additional honor of naming this Spring issue Warrior, after my story.
"The Persian Warrior" is part of a set of pieces inspired by masks that I began last year. My concept with this string of stories was to explore masks as a physical embodiment of (or facade for) identity—how they can equally disguise identity and create it, conceal and reveal, in different contexts or with different personalities. How they alter reality physically, mentally, and emotionally. How important they are in various cultures.
This quote from a Billy Collins poem, "In the Evening," seems to introduce the series well, as it follows related characters back and forth in time, at different points of their lives.
"And the past and the future?
Nothing but an only child with two different masks."
image: The Persian Immortals, Berlin Museum
James Merrill wrote in his memoir, A Different Person (1993), about visiting a doctor about his depression, saying that he didn't know how to live or how to love, he just knew how to write a poem. The doctor, he said, "listened closely, then acted with undreamed-of kindness and dispatch. 'Come with me,' he said, in a flash ushering me out of his downtown office and onto the back seat of a smart little pale-green motorscooter. I put my arms, as instructed, about his stout, gray-suited person, and off we went in sunlight, through traffic, under trees, past architecture, over the muddy river to lunch." (The Writer’s Almanac, 3/3/3)Our hope is that this collection of writing will give readers the same je ne sais quois that brief but immense lunchtime voyage gave us—encouragement for going on; inspiration to do something simply good for ourselves each ordinary day; a smile; a moment of respite or recognition; time out from global numbing; a pause for weirdness, wonder, and delight. We want to share what gives us pleasure or some keener satisfaction putting down as well as picking up.