“Spring work is going on with joyful enthusiasm.”
― John Muir
image: Christie Cochrell, Filoli
poetry&prose
creative ramblings & reverie
“And if you have ready-made answers in your head,
you will not be able even to listen to the question.
You will be so full of your answer, you will be incapable of listening.”
(Osho)
I love the phrase, the thought, “so full of your answer.”
Like an old house full to the rafters with pale, outdated things, things that have served and have therefore been put away to serve again, worn and imperfectly fit to whatever the new circumstances, too many there for any scrap of wisdom to be found, for any chance of picking up the trail of curiosity and wonder like a neat track in the snow, a glittering small track with only one tipsy or errant line of boots or four-toed paws, or no track, just the untracked sand or snow.
Listen along the way away from the burdensome clutter, that head and heart already full of answer, and hear Rilke’s “perhaps a bird.” Perhaps the calling of a distant bell in its medieval tower on a Tuscan hill, perhaps a lapping, or a slush, a match scratching, a whoosh, a whooo, the rasp of a gutteral “r,” a whispered uncompleted word, a halting syllable that makes all consummately clear.
image: dog footprint, Филип Романски
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James Merrill wrote in his memoir, A Different Person (1993), about visiting a doctor about his depression, saying that he didn't know how to live or how to love, he just knew how to write a poem. The doctor, he said, "listened closely, then acted with undreamed-of kindness and dispatch. 'Come with me,' he said, in a flash ushering me out of his downtown office and onto the back seat of a smart little pale-green motorscooter. I put my arms, as instructed, about his stout, gray-suited person, and off we went in sunlight, through traffic, under trees, past architecture, over the muddy river to lunch." (The Writer’s Almanac, 3/3/3)Our hope is that this collection of writing will give readers the same je ne sais quois that brief but immense lunchtime voyage gave us—encouragement for going on; inspiration to do something simply good for ourselves each ordinary day; a smile; a moment of respite or recognition; time out from global numbing; a pause for weirdness, wonder, and delight. We want to share what gives us pleasure or some keener satisfaction putting down as well as picking up.