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poetry&prose
creative ramblings & reverie
“How should we be able to forget those ancient myths that are at the beginning of all peoples, the myths about dragons that at the last moment turn into princesses; perhaps all the dragons of our lives are princesses who are only waiting to see us once beautiful and brave.”
—Rainer Maria Rilke
Books of Hours, books of waning years . . .
images:
. Liber Floridus (“Book of Flowers”), a medieval encyclopedia compiled between 1090 and 1120 by Lambert, Canon of Saint-Omer
. Book of Hours and Prayer Book, Southern Netherlands, c. 1490-1500 (Picryl, Public Domain Image Search)
. Liber Floridus
TURQUOISE SEQUIN
Tricky to catch, one of those fugitive colors
which won’t stay fixed. Equivocal, elusive,
inconclusive, evanescent, multifaceted,
needing an uncertainly certain angle
of sunlight just so, on its six—seven—
gently slanted planes,
the shallow saucer of its surface,
the glimmer and glint of it, miniature
disk, discus, some ancient votive offering
to Zeus, or tiny sacred pool.
Set off by crystals and gemstones
and the soft-textured tile,
the sequin found on the carpet
next to the table leg while
taking the Christmas tree down,
like the evasive slipper Cinderella lost
fleeing the ball, returning
to reality from brightness,
to the humdrum after the drumroll.
LICHEN GREEN
lichens
on bark, stone, henge—
whether before the pastures
on the path to the ocean
or in the realm of
the ancient Alpine storm gods,
inhabiting
a place of crossing,
a passage or boundary or wall,
the sanctum
of the hoary apple tree goddess
just past the laundry, kitchens,
where soup and earthy bread
are shared with all comers
images: Maelmin Henge, Northumbria
I feel immensely honored to have had my story “Slowness, Speed” included in Pinyon’s impressive 30th Anniversary Commemorative Edition (Fall 2024), just out. The story was originally published in Pinyon in June, 2022 (Edition 31). This is a lovely publication, and the cover is of handsomely textured paper, with an elegantly high-spirited font. The inside is full of great full-color art and written content. The editor’s introduction to this celebration of continuing creation ends “What we’ve gained, or lost, in this world hasn’t changed who we are, and for that I believe we all should be not only grateful, but joyous.” And so I am.
This should inspire me to get back to work on the novel I’ve conceived which includes this story and its sequel—a story which has morphed three times and now again, last time I checked still called “Ojos de Dios,” though I think that too has changed to something like “The Weight of Butterflies.” It might well be a grateful, joyous, worthwhile thing, if I give it the attention and care it needs.
Thank you, Pinyon.
Appropriate, perhaps, to have this story published now—dealing as it does with a seemingly dreadful man, a famous breakcore musician, a torturously disruptive neighbor, who the heroine must write up for the upscale music review she works for.
Carly has been ordered to make her article positive (“Capital P”), and can’t imagine how she’ll manage that, the way she feels about the man and his excruciating entourage next door.
“Maybe Antonio Zugasti thought himself some kind of warlock or vodouisant. He wore his warpaint often, hung around his scraggly neck some kind of charm pendant with snakes worn on a length of nylon climbing rope. He kept those witchy Cayuga ducks, shimmery emerald green, on a black-hearted water pond beside his neo-Soviet Brutalist house. My daughter was intrigued by the green waterfowl, but I couldn't let her go anywhere near.”
One idea she explores is classical—
“Maybe metaphor, or myth? I pulled my laptop toward me, balancing it on my knees, following a desperate train of thought. I found the words to the Homeric hymn to Pan my classicist mother once read to me:
"Muse, tell me about Pan, the dear son of Hermes, with his goat's feet
and two horns—a lover of merry noise. Through wooded glades he
wanders with dancing nymphs who foot it on some sheer cliff's edge,
calling upon Pan, the shepherd-god, long-haired, unkempt."
Could I expand on that? Pan, the god of music, was Antonio Zugasti's sort. Maybe somehow I could worm out lots of jocund Pan-like details without having to actually interview the man. I liked that, smiled. Humor or my sense of the absurd might after all save me.”
Her journey to a workable answer, acceptable to everyone, can be read in the “Second Look” themed issue of Constellations, Vol. 14, Fall 2024 (print only). And of course the half-goat Pan has his own constellation—Capricorn.
image: Pan, mythologysource.com
James Merrill wrote in his memoir, A Different Person (1993), about visiting a doctor about his depression, saying that he didn't know how to live or how to love, he just knew how to write a poem. The doctor, he said, "listened closely, then acted with undreamed-of kindness and dispatch. 'Come with me,' he said, in a flash ushering me out of his downtown office and onto the back seat of a smart little pale-green motorscooter. I put my arms, as instructed, about his stout, gray-suited person, and off we went in sunlight, through traffic, under trees, past architecture, over the muddy river to lunch." (The Writer’s Almanac, 3/3/3)Our hope is that this collection of writing will give readers the same je ne sais quois that brief but immense lunchtime voyage gave us—encouragement for going on; inspiration to do something simply good for ourselves each ordinary day; a smile; a moment of respite or recognition; time out from global numbing; a pause for weirdness, wonder, and delight. We want to share what gives us pleasure or some keener satisfaction putting down as well as picking up.