I got this lovely tiny journal from Bibliographica in New Zealand, and made it into an autobiographette or libro di memorie minuscolissima, with words and a few collaged images, to wear next to my heart. This is the text—
Belles/Belle's Paroles
lele = flight, to fly
alo, 1. sharing 2. in the present
oha, joyous affection, joy
ha, life energy, life, breath
Santa Fe—kachinas and tribes,
like strings of turquoise beads
(Morenci, Smoky Mountain, Candelaria),
dried chile pods the color of old garnets
with the rasp of rattlesnakes,
heishi, strung out against the terracotta earth
like once, below Phaestos, the rivulets of sheep,
the monks singing or chanting as evening came on
the school in the canyon
with waterbirch and red clay gods
the journeys out in search of those essential things . . .
basset horns and hounds, and limestone sages, saints
the Hawaiians' twenty-seven kinds of prayer
and Rilke's "slow descent of aqueducts"
ras al hanout, saffron, turmeric
coloring my hands
and then oregano—
joy of the mountain, my joy
Prayer flags, temples on the Kohala coast.
The ancient stadium above Delphi,
and ladders climbing thunderclouds
to the kiva at Alcove House.
the hoary old apple tree I came across
at the heart of the gardens at Green Gulch
The rings of Saturn through a borrowed telescope,
the shop of pigments and green chalk in Bloomsbury.
Za'atar. The spotted Guatemalan cat.
Hoopoe feather, kestrel—
the hawk that hangs stilled in midair.
A hillside of windmills, Aleppo pines, goat bells.
mercados, Chapultapec, and Teotihuacan;
chilaquiles, the River Song
discovering the Basque tximitxurri, green as delight,
happening on sacks of dried beans for Luccan bean soup,
and the Luccan composers of masses—Missa di Gloria
Approaching the Ponte Vecchio at dusk,
the beautiful bridge of old gold.
Glastonbury Tor, Tor House.
Glass beads stolen away by the Etruscan shades,
taken as offerings like the dictionary words,
sea-polished, secreted away. (ankh, annul, anole)
the pine-hushed lane named for
a meeting place of the Algonquin Indians
dogwalkers on the Heath
A Venetian lion, a straw hat,
dried figs from a friend's trees.
My sanguine artist's pen
writing about pupusas, pelicans.
Home. Here.
Andiamo sempre in gioia!
—Santa Cruz
May 2021
images: Christie B. Cochrell