creative ramblings & reverie

Monday, December 30, 2019

Reflections, Year's End



This has been quite an amazing year for writing, and for publication.  My collection of novellas, Dancing on Broken Glass, was shortlisted for the 2019 Eludia Award, though not published, and a story, "The Pinecone," was nominated for a Pushcart Prize.  Best of all has been traveling back to favorite places on the magic carpet writing weaves and sets afloat into the luring blue beyond, casting a spell by way of all the details that make up a physical locale, a state of being and of mind.  I've gone back to Salisbury and Old Sarum, to Durham, Lindisfarne, and Hadrian's Wall, to Lucca and Torre del Lago, to summers on the Russian River and in Santa Fe (that, fifty years ago), to one late October rambling around rural Virginia.  Back to Mills College.  Back to Mallorca's east coast:  an old town with medieval walls, a remote hermitage, and salt marshes alive with birds.  I've written too about the place I've come to live, the here and now of Santa Cruz—the ocean and the bluffs, the grand Victorian houses on Walnut Street, the dogwalkers, the shipwreck that happened almost on our doorstep last winter, the haunted Shakespeare grove up on the UCSC campus, Monarch butterflies, the old adobes just across the bay in Monterey.  My whole life is reflected in my writing, like the light of grace in this glorious winter pool.


image:  Walter Launt Palmer, The New Moon

Friday, December 27, 2019

Wayfinding



One of my short stories, "Wayfinding," has been published in the Fall 2019 issue of The Avalon Literary Review—available in print or as a pdf.

The spire of Salisbury Cathedral, which Hazel visits on a tour of southwest England, comes to represent her hope of redeeming the deeply troubled relationship between her and her son and granddaughters, a single solid, bright thing to sustain her as her life draws in, draws frighteningly toward its close.  The cathedral spire becomes a source of meditation and mediation for her.

"Hazel's intention, as she'd told herself over and over, was only to set free a wistful prayer, fragile as one of the Holly Blue butterflies found in old churchyards.  Palest blue wings with a small spattering of ink spots, embryonic words.  What she had loosed instead had been catastrophic."



image:  Weekend Notes